Tuesday, 14 April 2009

Be gone anxiety!

Dani bear came to stay yesterday. We had a lovely and lazy day in the park in the sun, I have photos of Dani playing her special kind of footie, LOL, but need to upload later. We talked and talked but Dani darling, remember what I said, you need to discover you for you, and that WILL come in time, promise!

Earlier in the day I hacked Ted up to Weald, so on the roads and he was very good - lazy as sin going out, but once we hit the grass he was a dude. I do adore him.

Today I have been in a high state of anxiety all day as it was Ted's vetting. Amy kindly agreed to ride him though so that was one less thing to worry about. He showed himself up and was a lazy toad in the trot ups. Things to discuss, but that is horses for you. Am having a glass of wine as medicine.

I hate being so anxious all of the time, it is very debhilitating.

Have booked a SJ clinic for Saturday - must remember to send forms off tomorrow! Also have a lesson with my instructor on Thurs...am going to ache on Sunday!

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